I talk big i talk like i can do things i talk like i WILL do things, but i don’t because i procrastinate
I tell myself that i would shut off everything i can do, everything so that i can only focus on one thing. the sad part is that i keep fucking going on this piece of shit computer. without it i believe i can achieve far more that sitting on front of this piece of crap for hours on end.
i would take extra classes, do sports more often, join groups, get a job, get off my ass! “A man’s gotta do what a man’s gotta do.”
unfortunately i have too many things distracting me, like tumblr, Facebook, food, tv, and xbox. if i just simply turn off these things, i could sure do homework but i can just be sucked in by the influence of the internet and television. Which is why i plan to just sever my whole life from the internet and electronics, because i believe its making me a lazy dummy!
i told my self to stop getting distracted over and over again, and it obviously never worked. it’s like when you will only learn something until you actually do it. you can’t just learn spanish by writing it down, you have to speak it and interpret real life situations and make the effort to research more than what the teacher tells you to *relevant to mrs. burrows*.
today this stops because i finally realized I’m a lazy dumb person. i keep telling myself to stop procrastinating! but noooo i say “ill stop procrastinating tomorrow” contradicting myself until tomorrow never comes.
so wish me luck i probably won’t come back to le internets for a while. i shake as i post this, because i may not keep my work, but I’m determined as hell to
hopefully this makes sense to whoever reads this, and please take inspiration
"You can get better at whatever it is you want if you work 20 days a week, even if it isn’t possible." -Paul McCrory http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CnWyJc4U4rQ